You were red. You liked me cause I was blue. You touched me and suddenly I was a lilac sky and you decided purple just wasn’t for you.
I miss you so much that I can feel it in my bones but I can’t keep going back and forth with you. I can’t keep losing you and getting you back because every time I lose you it hurts more and more. I want it all I want the bickering, the late night phone calls, the I miss you texts, the love making, I want it. I want you, I want this. Stop being scared and want me back. If you come back this time, that’s it, I’m not letting you go so don’t come back unless you want that too.